Late night ramblings

Since our last update this intrepid explorer has gone though a few adventure. Most of them pretty good.  Finished my EMR course *hooray*, made it back home safely and jumped right back into work and a bit of dating.

Remember that beau I had mentioned before?? WELLLLLLL He is no more.  In fact shortly after my last post I stopped hearing from him.  We had a phone chat, he told me he loved me, and then I never heard from him again.  My email to him was returned and all that.  My big question is who tells someone they love them then suddenly stops talking to them? I’m not going to waste time on shit like that though.  Of course there is a small part of me that says if I heard from  him again I might give him a second try.  But that’s likely my hormones talking.  Stupid hormones.

I had a second date with that girl from OKC.  Yoga and brunch.  Delightful! We seem to have a lot of trouble finding time to get together but that’s alright.  Things will work out as they should.  At the same time I met this delightful gal who happens to work with girl one!  Can you say ‘Lesbian Drama’? It’s ok.  They know about each other and think it’s pretty funny.  Ahhh poly life.  I heart you when you work out so nicely.

Now here is the snag.  Cause there is always a snag right?  Girls two is a virgin.  And I mean that in ever sense of the word.  She grew up in a very religious family.  Never been kissed, never dated, has just come out as bi  (really just a lay over to gay town…but you didn’t hear that from me) and so on.  She’s 25.  The other day she asked me to be her first kiss.  Who am I to turn down a cute girl? So I went for it.  It was nice, pretty chaste.  I don’t know where any of this is going, and that’s totally ok.  I’m just enjoying the time with her.

Then there was that swinger party I went to.  Not bad.  Finally had sex with a girl for the first time in…hmmm..2.5 years??? Was fantastic. I want moar naow.

All this has made me realize that I am done with casual.  I want something solid and tangible.  I’m done with fucking randoms.  Take that however you like.  I kind of miss being in a relationship proper.  I’m not really looking for anything though.  Just putting it out there that if it comes along then great.  If not that’s ok to.  However I am going to make the decisions that could lead me to something more solid.

Work is going fantastic.  I got a raise, I’m getting more work and things are going pretty well.  I’m looking forward to the summer and more clients.

Next month I take my ACP exams in Edmonton *urghk* After that I think I might apply to take the 6 month EMT course…but not planning that much.  Gotta get though my exam first.

Oh, I’ve also been going longboarding a lot more too.  Nailed my first tuck a couple weeks ago, feeling some major stoke from that!  Every week I head out for a few hours of riding and playing around.  Need some good glove though.  And less fear of bailing.  I’ll bail if I bail.  Why can’t I be more afraid about falling in love than I am about falling off my deck?

~Ivy

Stuff I Like

I may have put up something similar before, but I shall do so again.  And at another time and a time after that until I stop liking stuff.

Tonight’s stuff I like is brought to you by Rayne Longboards via a message from their twitter account.  I follow them, they follow me, life is fun.  They make longboards and I fucking love longboards (i’m sure they love them too).  Sometimes I make dirty comments and they comment back.  In this case it was about titties.  Two things we share a love of hehe.  They sent me a link to Chicks and Skateboards.  Can you say “LIKE A HAT”?!?!?! Cute chicks and skateboards – with the odd longboard thrown in FTW!

I haven’t gone though the hole site …. yet. But so far I like what I see.  I’m not getting much lady action out here, gotta scratch that itch somehow, right??

Another thing I like – girls in boxer briefs.  Mmmm.

~Ivy