Night Off

Sometimes we all need a night off.  I should have made yesterday my night off, but I didn’t.   Tonight I did my homework, then watched Art play some FF 12.  That was a lot of fun.  I played a bit myself (love me some FF).

It was great to spend time with him.  One of my oldest, and dearest, friends.  I have known him since I was 18.  We’ve come a long way since then and he has always been there for me no matter what.

Now to try this thing I’ve heard of before – going to bed on time…. Interesting concept.

 

~Ivy

Midterm!

If I wasn’t so damn committed to making this a daily blog I would be studying more then sleeping early.  But Noooooo I have to be dedicated, and stuff.

So tired.  Didn’t sleep enough or well last night.  Too worried about someone and their family.  Plus staying up late talking to them and studying.  Go me.  Practical midterm tomorrow! Hopefully I get it in the first go and don’t kill my patient….

 

~Ivy

Tomorrow I Go!

I head out tomorrow.  Totally nervous.  For lots of reasons.  Seeing Laine, school, maybe seeing other people.  Just ugh, what if I fuck in in school? What if things blow up in my face.  What if what if what fucking if?!

Tokerbell gave me a great pep talk tonight, that helped.  I’m getting my laundry done and my books together.  Then packing, some tv on my lappy.  And to my pillow zone aka cuddle fortress.  Damn could go for some real cuddles!

On another note, I am feeling slightly proud of myself for maintaing a daily blog.  Sure, a couple days of bad/short blogs – but come on! MIGRAINE!! Still made it!

~Ivy

Damn Right!

First Aid course done! Next EMR!!! Then not sure.

I was complimented on my knot tying skills and my folding skills.  Both have absolutely nothing to do with my being a good first aider.  I would have to thank my old mentor for the knot skills and my anal retentiveness for the folding.  I will, and have, take down all the sheets at work and re-fold them to make them look nice.  And yet, my own bedroom is a freaking mess.

Glad my kink came in handy in class.  Lets see how the EMR stuff goes.

Two more days of work (fucking Valentines day crap) then a day off.  Getting my hair done, going to do my first exam for my course and get my pre-reading done.  Yep, excitement central around here ladies and gentlemen, and people of all genders.

Tonight, I rest.  Eat Cheetos with chopsticks and read a book.  Oh and chat with cute girls online *tee hee*
~Ivy

WTF?!

Its 4 am. Tonight Bear and I chatted for 9 hours. 9!!! If it wasn’t for things like needing sleep, or family I’m sure we could have kept talking.

This is ridiculous. I can’t believe how happy I am.

I want this to be more than NRE. It hasn’t even been a full month.

I do worry about how Sparrow feels. I don’t want to take away from her time, or upset anyone. I like that I can express that to the both of them.

I would also like to have her in more chats. Maybe ones where I don’t get distracted by someone playing Red Dead Redemption. Oops!

~Ivy

Made It Back!

Back from my trip.  Tonight was bachelor party for a friend of mine, who’s getting married (uh, duh).  Tomorrow massage interview.  Now sleep.

OMGEEZ

The deaths.  I has them.

My lungs hurt, my knee is feeling buggered.  I feel blargh.  Work was long today, and missed out on meeting a new person (boo).  Just had a nice hot bath with epsom salts so that should help tonight.

The Sleepys.  I feels them.

Long Day

But a good day!  Brunch with my Uncle, and a a friend of ours.  Later a catch up and hang out with my friend the doc.  Later on a movie with my Uncle.  Feeling headachy and tired now.

I applied for another job today, and got an interview at the same time.  I will know Tuesday if I get it.  I hope I do so I can leave the blue vest cult.

Now for some sleep.  Ahhh sleep!

Im On A Float!

Went on a float today. Supposed to be just a couple of hours, turned out to be six! I got my freckle zone burnt, a leach on my leg, and pretended to be an amoeba and a mermaid.

Missed out on seeing metal guy, not too upset about that. But also missed out on seeing my other friend, the doctor. We were to have a sit down, catch up, talk about poly afternoon. Another time!

Now sunstoked and sleepy I head to bed.

Dye It Bllllack!!!!

Better day at work.  Fun night with my uncle, riding around town in his cab.  I got home late and decided to dye my hair black.  Black black black black number OOOOONNNEEE!!! And I have had Type O Negative stuck in my head for days.

Now for a little buzz buzz moan moan then zzzzzz’s!